Waiting.....

.....For a single unselfish thing I can do.

Vision through Closed Eyes

A few things in life can only be seen when you close your eyes.


(Though I wanted to elaborate why I wrote this I have decided against it as it would seem more of a Preaching and I am not a Preacher as yet)

Static Me, Dynamic Thee

Everything except me in this world is passing by in a flurry off late. Dynamics of the Life around have liitle effect on my Static Self. Everything reaching my ears is News these days. Be it wedding of a few friends, preparation of wedding for a few others, Stepping in Parenthood of one of the closest friend, Professional development of people close to me or Anything and Everything as a matter of fact. Right now when I write this I am talking to 'Mahamantri' , who is quite close to the centrestage on his elder Bro's wedding in Ahmedabad.
In all this I feel like a Donkey (I feel like writing ASS but I never liked it as a word) stuck amidst heavy traffic on a busy mumbai road. I dont know why but when all of the world is running mad , I am slowing everything down. As If I have a few more years to spend then everyone else.
Last weekend was a bit happening ( by my standards ) as I was in Pune with 'Birbal' without any reasons to be there. This is the beauty: When you have no plans, everything that happens is a takeaway. So the time was good. We took a special pic. (Though whats special will never be mentioned)

Another Wasted Life !!!

By every passing day I am realizing another wasted life. Aspirations to do something worthwhile but no channels to route the efforts.No matter how much I think, ultimately it has to be a single moment of Decision.One thing that I realized in the three years of my career is that :

"I DO NOT BELONG HERE"

(All capitals and Bold)


Punchlines:
1)Fairness is never an organizational objective and Beating ones own drum is not my lifestyle.
2)When you live in a One-Eyed world, Its you who is abnormal.
3)If you can't resist it, Enjoy it. If you can't enjoy, prepare to resist.

Will I make a difference ?

Here I am watching 'A Fathers Pilgrimage' on NDTV. On the anniversary of Kargil war Capt. Vijayant Thapars father visiting the Three Pimple Top where that young soldier laid down his Life.

That was a life.

And here I am writing code segments for a software which will be obsolete in a few days and some other techie will be writing a better code in a better tecnology to replace it. Ha....

And I think where I could have been.

Hope to get an answer to this situation soon...but its the truth of life...
'You always learn it the Hard Way.

What Lies Ahead !!!

When you are wrestling against time, its only the time that scores and wins.
The difference between his opponents is the kind of fight they put up. But FIRST's of all kinds keep bubbling up.So you never know.....maybe this time I will kick.